Thinking n wondering how euu are doing now :3

Feel so sick today!! Hate runny nose and sore throat tmm >.<
Keep getting teary eyes ~~
Haix.. Wanna recover before bendan comes back!!

Holiday homework not completed !!

Hey hey hey!
Im back from malaysia !:) just reached SG 1 hour ago~
went to Desaru :) Stayed in a resort near a beach ;)
It is quite a beautiful place~ the sun, sea, grass :)
Stood on the coast of the beach, took out my slipper and let the waves flush over my legs :) yeah, it was a comfortable feeling.
The seawater was warm~ i just love the sound of the waves~ just like a lullaby that makes me
Wanna sleep !! Haha! :D
Ate and ate the whole day! Pastries, ice creams, pizzas and buffet :D

Went to the water theme park in the resort. Tried the lazy river, there was a continous slide! So fun n exciting! The speed where im going down the slide was really scary ! Shocked * :O
! I kept playing again n again!! FUN !

Miss home, miss bendan and i miss my fwens too <3

Home sweet home ~~ :) Singapore is still my home, the most comfortable place on earth ! Nothing as compared to home okay !
Din take many pictures as i din bring my phone along as most of my
Time im in the pool playing!:)

Would wanna visit some other parts of m'sia in future :) or some other countries~


Travelling to parts of the world is one of my dream~ yup yup!^.~

Off ta rest ! Gdnite ~ !

To never make the same mistake again is what i've learnt :)
Love everyone around euu and cherish them!

Its such a wonderful thing to have eur loved ones around euu~
it just makes me feel that life is so so sweet and their encouragement all these while was what made me fight on!

I will cherish all i have and treat everything in life in a positive manner:)
Although we would meet up with many other challenges in life, i believe that we can overcome it together! Hang on~
I'll be there for ya <3

Kinda addicted to Bruno Mars- Just the way you are ! Oh no! Both the female and male version is niceeeee!

Have ta go to school for Biology remedial, meeting fang qing laoda to go ta school together as usual after that having lunch with them and bendan :)


Going overseas next week, i'll miss ya Bendan and my frens ! :D
owww, hope it would be fun! time to CHillax! weeeee~~

Gdnite !

Weeee ! The Chinese O's is over like yay !! :)
Im so happy !
No matter what, i know i've done my best.
Hope i would pass my paper two ! Pray hard~~~

Thanks sym for the well wishes !^^
appreciate it !


And of cos my bendan ! Thanks for eur encouragement n motivation euu gave me all these while ~
and oinkoink for ya call this morning ! <3 LY !


After next this week, i can finally have time to relax alrdy ~ play !!
Outing etc ~~ haha.
Cant wait, kept doing work all these while need a break ! Have a kitkat ! Haha!! Ok lame !
Being random~

Ok off ta dinner !

Euu are just so sweet and cute !:) melt melt
ILY bendan <3
Made me felt so touched today !! Omg :'}
Everything eu say n did, i know euu care alot for me !!
Euu were my strength and motivation to fight on n persevere on for the exams !
Appreciate all~
loads of things to say to euu~

Rather tell eu in person bah! Oink oink ! <3

Gdnite !
Having a terrible sore throat now :( haix.

Its the O level mother tongue paper next week! Ahhh!!!
Time flies really quickly ! Cant believe im actually sitting for the paper a few days later ~ >.<
tremble tremble * haha!
Hope i'll do well bah! Jy!
Really glad to get all the encouragements from bendan ^^!
Euu were my strength for me to fight on and persevere !
Oink oink!
:)

Seeing those chinese words really made me felt like i was observing loads of ants on the paper ! All i see is words words words and MORE WORDS !! XD ! lol

After this o level paper i'll be more relieved ! Its the june holidays !! :) weeee ~

Euu never failed to make me smile ;)

I love today's date !!!! <3
18 !! My favourite number ! This number makes me happy.
Im loving it ~
<3 Bendan ~


<3 18 ~~~~

Went to Marina Barage for picnic with Symphony, Brandon,Weng Kiat, Grace, fang qing and marcus =}
Symphony brought the kite and we tried to fly the kite but we failed !!
The sky is so beautiful with many different coloured kites in the air ~ designs like spongebob and mickey mouse too !! :O
CUTE!
Brought loads of chips but did not finish ~
played Saboteur!! Soooooo fun! Why m i always the Saboteur! Argh! Im always the bad guy! Hahaha! Poor miners!
Gang-ed up with brandon, keep exchanging glances to mislead the rest :P!
I love yesterday ttm!!!!! I missssss it!!! :)
Took pictures for 20 mins plus at a particular spot!!! LOLS!
brandon looks like a devil! Real gd! I thought he always had an innocent face! Looks r deceiving! Funny dad ! :]

Some of us got sun burn~ we turn out pinkish in school today ! Heh :D
If i had the chance, i would wanna go again!!:)

Love them guys ! ^^ soooo fun!

Okie off for dinner ! Buh bye ~~

Back !:)
Wanted to blog yesterday but blogger's website was down !
But nvm, im currently blogging wif my phone :)

Im addicted to many english songs nw ! I thought it should be kpop instead ? Haha, i love both kinds of music as long as they have a nice rhythm, melody and most importantly a meaningful lyrics ! Perfect !:)
Music <3

After school yesterday, waited for brandon and xinni for an hour or so as they have Meeting :)
Waited for them with sym and piggie :) played there n laughed ~
Stomach was like grumbling in the library, was so afraid if it would growl in the library! Euu know why? Cos the library was so so quiet!:P
Ate at the coffee shop with them and watched parts of the noose. Yeah~~ =} had a great time with them


Hmm... Picnic next tuesday at marina barage?:D Planning ~~

I've been very happy since last mth! Yay me !=}

Aite back! :)
It was awesome today!:) great day <3
Reached home at 9pm! Was out ever since this afternoon, or rather the whole day! :)
went to vivo city to watch THOR with Grace,fq, xinni,marcus and weng kiat !
~~~ cool, ate chicken cutlet for lunch~ all of us ganged up wif weng kiat to tease marcus! Haha! Walk all the way to find toilet to wash hands when the toilet is only in Kopitiam itself! Euu guys r bad ! But yeah! Fun! :P
Went to walk the new bridge linking to sentosa with them! Played there and took some pictures !! Played spilt version of scissors paper stone! Slacked around before the movie started !
Thor was awesome, i would give it a 4/5? :) Great effects and storyline~

Felt bad for not finishing the popcorn! Such a waste! I just do not have appetite these few day or rather weeks, i do not eat much~~ :O

Went for dinner tgt at clementi market :) chatted ~ laughed ~ talked =]
Saw kenneth and benjamin too! They Said hi :) so qiao they r eating dinner too~
okay,MYE is finally over like seriously!=} yes!

Felt so creeped up before and afraid thay euu feel like bursting out into tears?
What is said is said, don turn bck the words.
Don force and stress me pls...
Enough alrdy :(
I'll break free nw~

Had english oral, was quite alrite :) Thk god the teacher was Mr Alvin Ng! He is gd and friendly but he reminds me of chipmunks! Hahaah!
Tmr would be the last paper !
Hanging out after exams with grace, fang qing, xinni, sym, brandon, marcus and nisha! Out we go!! =] weeeeee~~~
hehe!

Last paper! Here i come!!
I know i'll have disappointment this time but yeah! Just uh!
Try harder and must study more ! :)

Like seriously, can euu keep eur words ? Said it eur own self end up never do it?

Some things i dont really want it to turn out this way.
I know you dont blame me for it.
I did tell eu hw i felt from in beginning. In fact, numerous times.
I guess euu din get it frm the start?
I told eu tat im feeling tied down and i want more space.
Was really grateful for the things eu've done for me.
Yes, eu'll be my fren.
Thank you!

I dont want eu to waste so much time on me. Why not spend more time on eur studies and for eurself or even eur family?
Do something tat is more worth it?
Hope it benefits both of us. Eur own way, my own way, but frens forever.
Glad that i've helped eu in many ways in the past and remembered what i told euu.
All the best in eur life! Thx for eur encouragements all these while.
I dont want euu to carry hopes for me anymore. Hope eu understand.
Bye~~

Why does people Nowadays get so much emo emotions? Rather than being happy all day?
Hmmmm... I want my mei (xinni) to be happy wor. Can feel she is not .... :(
Cheer up uh mei! Jie want eu to stay happy!


Alrite! Screw the exams !! Ahh ><
So unprepared this time!!!



Good luck bah!

Guess i have to let it out. Im sorry
Im not replying eur msg any more. Not giving euu any hope for euu to hold on.
I rather end it short now.
Euu go eur own path i go my own.
I guess i've helped eu the days when euu were down etc..
But yeah, told eu very clearly how i felt but eu still don get it rite?
Don blame me for turning this cold. I've decided, it wont benefit eu or me.
Why not let me go?
As frens eu are already asking so much abt me. Any other gals would feel uncomfortable.
Respect eu as a fren. So lets stop it here.
I guess euu dunno the way of loving someone is to give the person freedom~
i know eu did sometimes but still.... Yeah...
Im always busy when eu msg me? Or when eu actually know what im doing and eu ask again?
Im exhausted alrdy :(
I feel so stressed out in this way. I have my own life to lead. I know eu r trying to help but... Arent eu asking too much ??
Euu give me the feeling that i have to report to eu abt my whereabouts , where im going after school, hw and etc. Lunch? Books?
Tats way to much. This is frm the encouragement of my buddies tat is why i let it out.
Know hw i feel nw? Bye. Thx.

Whats there to say when eu know its impossible? Hmmmmmmm.....

I love my bdae this year. It was the happiest day of the year for me! :)
Celebrated at Pizza hut with Marcus, Brandon, Weng Kiat, Grace, Fang qing, Symphony and Xinni.
If there wasnt them, i wouldnt hav enjoyed myself so much on that day!
This is the first time i got a bdae surprise, i didnt know that there would be a DORAEMON cake!
Owww~ whoever idea it is or plan, its so sweet alrite!
So touched !=] wanna cry alrdy! Haha !
Felt the love from my frens~~~ was so heartwarming! Yeah!

The best bdae i've got. Sweet 16 =] IM LOVING IT!
love euu guys much! :)

Finally both language papers are over !! Weeee!!:)
Jiayou everyone bah!:)

Alrite, this post is for this week! My blog is dead! Heh ~
Went for SyF on monday with CT choir. Woke up at 4 to do warm upps! Vocal n body warm ups. Yeah ~
kept thinking of syf the whole morning ~
Changed to our GOLD gown and court shoes and practiced on the songs~
- set off to school of the arts(SOTA), SYF is held there this year!
Saw many schools there! They've gt nice costumes but our gown is quite beautiful too uh~ hAha envy our schools~~ :)
SYF WAS JUST LIKE A BATTLE! The whole choir wanna get gold and do ourselves and instructors proud! :).
We want gold!!! Gold gold gold!
Wanna improve from what we used to get which was a Bronze the previous year~
BUT WE GOT A SILVER! which was a great improvement alrite!;)
When i joined choir last year in october, the choir sounded horrible.
But after mths of bonding, i realised that the choir can stretch their abilities to sound like a gold choir!<3 im surprised!
We trained hard, worked hard, laughed hard and sang hard~ although we didnt get what we wanted, we know that we have done our best ! Yes we did! And i love choir very much! I have no regrets joining this CCA!

We have instructors n caring teachers who love n dote on us! I've seen all the efforts they put in for us!
I will never forget the moment we shined on stage and sang like a gold choir'
We rushed during the song which caused us to get a silver instead~ marks deducted :(
I love singing nw~ CT Chorale rox! :)
We shine ! We did! Plus our costumes were gold! Looked so nice under the spotlights =]

To my mei: xinni, although chinese dance got gold, don be sad! At least eu guys left the stage feeling proud and satisfied! Eu gals know tat eu all have done eur very best! It is nt the results that is important! It is the process that is enjoyable and memorable~~ euu are a gold dancer in jie's heart ! <3 will always be! Luv yah~

That would be the last SYF ! soon, we would graduate for ctss~ how time flies and i love ctss alot!! <3
It is the happiest place i have been~ :)

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Has been a long time since i posted! :)
Okay, its a beautiful sunday morning~ love it~ the sun rays and cooling weather. BUT! why is there fog/haze outside? Spoil the scenery haha!>.<
Things i did this week
1.Went SINGAPORE DISCOVERY CENTRE with 4A2! Had fun taking pictures there~~ Saw my cousin who works there haha!
Although it was a trip for International Friendship Day, i feel that all of us in 4A2, esp the gals, enjoyed the snacks sold there lol! Shouldnt it be a SINGAPORE FOOD CENTRE instead? LOLS!
All of us kept munching food! COugh cough*
THanks Fang qing for buying some snacks for us to share!:)Took many pictures and finally, A CLASS PHOTO >>>
While waiting for the bus back to CTSS, we met a weird and funny uncle, The whole class laughed.I was curious about what happened and ROy told me tat the uncle didnt zip his pants! =.= aigooooo~
The uncle kept saying laosai laosai! damn funny!
okay thats enough for the part of SDC.

Went for speech day on friday or rather prize giving.. love the feeling of going up the stage to get an award. It feels like, ' Hey, eur hard work have been paid off!'
As the teachers said that it is a one minute glory as the whole stage will be eurs! Weeee!Kept talking with Nisha and Marcus till the cher sitting at the back ask us to keep quiet but... we simply ignored ( continued talking ) :]
CHOIR PERFORMED ON STAGE!!
:)
im sooooo soooooo happy that people praised our first song! COOL!~~~ It was great but it could be better! SEcond song so.... haish lost for words.
MR fong was so furious!oh no
Daddy was there to support me but guess what he say? 'Huh, i dunno what eur choir is singing'! OMg, choir is singing a Japanese song & Phillipine song, C'mon dad its not what the lyrics of the song mean and IT IS THE MUSIC THAT FLOWS IN IT!! @.@
Not all parts of the song must be of the same volume, there are times when it is soft and times when it is loud, aish, dunno how to appreciate MUSIC. nvm~~
had fun~



SYF is this coming tuesday ! (19 april)
Omg its just way too fast! but yeah i want choir to get a GOLD! nth less than a silver!
AT least we tried aiming at a goal better than the previous SYF! we have to do the school and aesthetics proud! So far, all the cca who have went to SYF got a GOLD! gratzzz~~~ !
Stress on choir!
hahahah!
Jiayou bah! Joey will be busy the whole of next week. test and all that.
KKay byes!!

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Another day have passed! :)
Tmr gonna go to Tanjong Katong for choir performance or rather excursion too! Tired uhh but SYF is coming soon! Must jia you! hehe
It has been a long way for choir, we sounded very bad last year since the sec fours left BUT we IMPROved greatly! Yay! Hope we can get a GOLD and break the previous SYF, Bronze award which was v disappointing although im not in choir for that period of time. HMM... CHOIR CAN DO IT! ALL THE WAY!
Performance with Victoria School, Tanjong Katong, Catholic high, Commonwealth etc.

Today was indeed a tiring day! This week seems so fast, had different moods this week, sad-happy-disappointed-lost-exhausted.. :)

Tons of things to do but i just dont feel like moving.... Wanna study but i'll be dread tired after all those remedials and CCAs hw...Needa balance

EEsh, why this year April Fool's day no one prank in 4A2, so not fun lo unlike 4B2, envy* hahaha

Xin ni told me about a true based story today, it was about American Idol , a guy was dating with a gal for 8 years and engaged for two years, however, the gal met up with an accident and was half paralyse. The guy did not left her, instead, he stayed by her side to take care of her, its a very touching story, such guys are rare :)
He kept his promise to her and wrote a song for his gf, I remember part of the sentence:
What are words when you dont really mean them when you say them. What kind of guy would i be if i was to leave you when you need me most ... >.<

Its so touching, true love, bless them to be forever tgt and hope the the gal recovers! ^^

Do they even exist? Yeah, but minority--


Humans tend to regret when you lost something impt to them,why not from the start we cherish whatever we have and love the ones around us rite ?:) haha, just random.

Shall post some other time, gd bye!

Finally~ ! Aesthetics camp is over!
Felt so lethargic after coming back from the camp , Stand and Sing whole day.
Intensive training was pretty good as i felt that the Choir improved alot~ Whee~ =)
Managed to get in into the SYF team after the reaudition! Why oh why m i always nervous when it comes to audition?I dont sound like how i usually sound -.-'' Mr Fong makes me nervous cos he kept staring at all of us.
Was told not to drink cold drinks, fried stuffs and spicy food but the school catered us all those food mentioned! lol, end up all of us ate, hide it! hahah!

eesh, everything is fine nw. Performance at Victoria School on Saturday! :)Mr Fong is getting more n more strict, scared eh, little bit thing he will say ' If you guys_______, then you dont join SYF'...... -.-
I must jiayou le.
Jiayou Xin Ni for Chinese DAnce! HOpe you all get the gold with honours award and make our school proud like the previous eu guys did!

Mom and dad back from Taiwan,glad they come back safe and sound! Ahyo, just nice there is an earthquake in Japan and taiwan was affected ...PHEW*
Hope people in Japan are fine! Mother nature, pls stop all these disasters from harming the people over there.
:O
Mom bought Hoot, Run Devil Run and SHINee's hello album for me~ yay!
Gonna listen to it~

Yep, its a busy March holiday... dont feel like doing any work nowadays but to rest.
ait, shall update some other time, buh buai~
^.*

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Hi, im back~ :) heee~
Had e learning yesterday~~ tired max~ finished the whole thing at 11 plus... Cant tink properly!
Lol, People are selling ans for heymath on FB, they are so innovative ! 0.0
What for get full marks? Miss Koh will suspect lo!
Okay,
I did not go through the whole maths lesson, i only took the test. So notty, din follow instructions><'
Normal school day= 6 hours, Elearning= 12 hours. I rather go school than staring at one lighted screen for hours!
This week, i hate it. So many problems...
Cannot take it anymore, just gonna not bother~


Hope it would be a better wk nxt wk!:) anneong!:)

Sometimes i really get tense up for no particular reasons. Mood swings ...and etc.
Brain is full of thoughts.
Since last yr, i changed a lot. Internally changed.
See things differently nowadays, i may be joking around sometimes and going HI but i know when it is right or wrong.
Loads of words to say. But i shall stop here!:)


Enjoy life to
The fullest!!!^^

Just thought of what bio teacher said to us..
Why do we exist on this world? Whats the real purpose?
Breathe? Eat? Learn? Respire? Haha, until nw, even the teacher can't find the answer.
Life is precious, time is precious.
Humans tend to take things for granted~ when they lose it, they regret after tat but its too late.
We humans, often envy ppl and think tat other ppl is doing much better than me.. Me too, i think that way sometimes. I find myself giving too much stress to my own! Why can some ppl relax but still score well? Are they smart? By luck? Or hardworking? 0,0 i hav no idea too.
Some humans are worst as they simply get jealous when someone is doing better than them. Instead of saying words of congratulatory, they become sarcastic and say all sorts of stuff. Aren't we suppose to be happy for them? As they put in effort?:)
Yes we shuld.
Treasure eur life~ treasure the ppl around eu.
Life is full of challenges, we cant escape it but to overcome it instead.
Dreams.

Anneong! It has been a while since i updated my blog!
Bcos of my mei(xinni), im gonna update it!
Its sooooo dead!
Yesterday bought a durian cake for xin hui's bdae!:)
Smells good and there is a cute little puff on top of it~~ ohh lala^.^
got back maths test today! Wee~~ Tuition teacher so? If eu yrself do nt work hard or listen, there is nth u can learn, therefore, eu wont see any improvement! I learnt my lesson during primary 6, paid tuition fees for nth, go there n pretend tat im there listening but actually im just daydreaming in class.. Sooo bad of me~ wasted $$ last time, really dislike maths last time~

Everything changes~ :)
Love secondary school life~ much better than prinary school, with all my good fwens in my class!^^
Tired today after choir session~ woah! Wanna sleep early !:) hehehe!


Nite ~

Woots! Partying tonite!! < 3
Pizza!!

Ahhhhhhhhhh
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Hahahaahahahhahahahahahaha
Hahahahahahaahhahahahaahahahahha!
Im super hyper today!:)